| Tuesday, September 12th, 2006 |
| 6:04 pm |
questions....
Ive been asking myself a few questions lately and theyre mostly for my good friend robyne actually. What happens when you remember all the good times your friend shared with you...and the only clear conclusion you keep coming back to is its so much better for them if you walked away? Is it always supposed to hurt as much? I know it hurts because it kills me inside every day to just hear a song of ours knowing he cares for me...and i cant do the same thing...I want out so bad...but Its him hurting that stops me...is that selfish or wrong...and is it supposed to hurt? Current Mood: crappyCurrent Music: Undertaker theme |
| Thursday, June 15th, 2006 |
| 6:20 pm |
DX IS BACK!
June12th 2006, DX MADE THEIR RETURN TO RAW! Shawn and HHH reunited that night...and Vengeance in 10 days they return for good baby! "Shut your mouths know your role...its real simple guys...I got two words for ya...*does the crosschop* SUCK IT!" Current Mood: excitedCurrent Music: Dx 2000 theme |
| Saturday, June 3rd, 2006 |
| 10:33 pm |
my new theme song
with the pressure on,intent is to run, when you're feeling ineffective and dumb, you bet it's true, the event is you, invaded by a swarm of confliction, been penciled in, but never begun, infected sense, the insistant one, if grieving is today, you've entered a familiar realm, with pesimistic views, you've entered a familiar realm, break out and carry on, if responsibilities are ignored, then the penalties will soon be endured, potential risks beyond control, fortune isn't fame, you've entered a familiar realm, if they've told you who to be, you've entered a familiar realm, break out and carry on, invaded by a swarm of confliction, been penciled in, but never begun, potential risks are beyond control, if nothings left to say, you've entered a familiar realm, if they all get in the way, you've entered a familiar realm, if they've told you who to be, you've entered a familiar realm, fortune isn't fame, you've entered a familiar realm *repeat /fade Current Mood: chipperCurrent Music: familiar realm-CKY |
| Monday, May 15th, 2006 |
| 11:06 am |
I do
All I am, all I'll be Everything in this world All that I'll ever need Is in your eyes Shining at me When you smile I can feel All my passion unfolding Your hand brushes mine And a thousand sensations Seduce me 'cause I Chorus I do cherish you For the rest of my life You don't have to think twice I will love you still >From the depths of my soul It's beyond my control I've waited so long to say this to you If you're asking do I love you this much I do In my world, before you I lived outside my emotions Didn't know where I was going 'Till that day I found you How you opened my life To a new paradise In a world torn by change Still with all my heart 'Till my dying day Chorus I picked out a song for Leafy...but dont ask why..Id never figure it out lol Current Mood: deviousCurrent Music: I do cherish you-98 degrees |
| Tuesday, May 9th, 2006 |
| 3:54 pm |
Tequilaaaa
I have learned a valueable lesson today....Upon drinking Tequila...make absolutely sure that you are ready for it and your body can handle it and you dont get all drunk. Ive drank a lot of Tequila between today and yesterday and I feel royally buzzed and pretty much gone....and my head is spinning too I wanna add...so heres my advice: Drink Tequila only when your ready and even when your not...pick up the pieces and do it again!!! Current Mood: drunkCurrent Music: As good as I once was-Toby Keith |
| Saturday, May 6th, 2006 |
| 2:37 pm |
D GENERATION X!!!!
ROBBIE GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT!!! *spins Robyne around in a circle never stopping* HHH AND SHAWN MICHAELS ARE TEAMING UP AGAIN!!! THEYRE FORMING DX AT JUDGEMENT DAY!!! Its in the spoilers!!!!! www.impactwrestling.com EEEEEEE IM SOOOO EXCITED!!! *runs around screaming SUCKIT* for you and charlie to hear me* Current Mood: energeticCurrent Music: sexy boy-shawn michaels |
| Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006 |
| 12:16 pm |
I think we need that sledgehammer Robbie
Okay so...me and Jessie broke up yesterday....and if you know anything well about me...you gotta know that me and relationships and being friends afterwards is just a big no no. Me and love just say no at all times lately and all I want lately is to be hit with a sledgehammer and die....and of course Robbie wont hit me with it....So I have one thing to ask lately....Why do people hurt and is it worth it falling in love at times? Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: Big blue note-Toby keith |
| Monday, May 1st, 2006 |
| 11:16 am |
Love stinks
I have a new song for you guys! here it is: You love her But she loves him And he loves somebody else Ya just can't win And so it goes Till the day you die This thing they call love It's gonna make you cry I've had the blues The reds and the pinks One thing's for sure Love stinks Love stinks yeah yeah Love stinks Love stinks yeah yeah Love stinks Love stinks yeah yeah Love stinks Love stinks yeah yeah Two by two and side by side Love's gonna find you yes it is Ya just can't hide You'll hear it call Your heart will fall Then love will fly It's gone that's all I don't care what any Casanova thinks All I can say is Love stinks Love stinks Love stinks yeah yeah Love stinks Love stinks yeah yeah Love stinks Love stinks yeah yeah Love stinks Love stinks yeah yeah I've been through diamonds I've been through minks I've been through it all Love stinks Love stinks Love stinks yeah yeah Love stinks Love stinks yeah yeah Love stinks Love stinks yeah yeah Love stinks Love stinks yeah yeah Love stinks Current Music: love stinks-j geils band |
| Wednesday, April 26th, 2006 |
| 3:17 pm |
If tomorrow never comes
Im not sure if Ive been clear lately but you all mean a lot to me and I want each of you to know that you mean something to me...so I want each of you to tell me in a comment...If tomorrow never came and I was gone...what would you regret not telling me that day and you know you wont ever say it to me again? Current Mood: curiousCurrent Music: Jackass-bloodhound gang |
| Monday, April 24th, 2006 |
| 2:30 pm |
song for robyne
You've got a friend in me You've got a friend in me When the road looks rough ahead And you're miles and miles From your nice warm bed Just remember what your old pal said Boy, you've got a friend in me You've got a friend in me You've got a friend in me You've got a friend in me You've got troubles, well I've got 'em too There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you We stick together and we see it through You've got a friend in me You've got a friend in me Some other folks might be A little bit smarter than I am Bigger and stronger too Maybe But none of them will ever love you the way I do It's me and you And as the years go by Boys, our friendship will never die You're gonna see It's our destiny You've got a friend in me You've got a friend in me You've got a friend in me here ya go robbie a song for you *winks* youve got a friend in me always *huggles* Current Mood: thoughtfulCurrent Music: You've got a friend in me-Toy story |
| Sunday, April 23rd, 2006 |
| 9:51 am |
dreams
World turns black and white Pictures in an empty room Your love starts fallin down Better change your tune Reach for the golden ring Reach for the sky Baby just spread your wings CHORUS: We'll get higher and higher straight up we'll climb We'll get higher and higher leave it all behind Run, run, run, away Like a train runnin off the track The truth gets left behind And falls between the cracks Standing on broken dreams But never losing sight Spread your wings CHORUS So baby dry your eyes, save all the tears you've cried Ohh that's what dreams are made of Oh baby we belong in a world that must be strong Ohh that's what dreams are made of CHORUS Higher and higher who knows what we'll find And in the end on dreams we will depend Cause that's what love is made of meet my new van halen theme song *winks* Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: dreams-van halen |
| Tuesday, April 18th, 2006 |
| 4:40 pm |
Here we go again
I recently found a song that I think fits my life because I look for a normal girlfriend or a normal boyfriend and all I find are psychos in my life that royally suck ass in all honesty so here is my tribute and my song to all of them that arent normal in my eyes I met her just last Wednesday By Friday she was mine Saturday she spent the night And everything was fine By Sunday she was on my nerves I wanna be alone Tuesday's here it's been a week Why won't she go home In the bedroom she's faking All the good ones are taken Do I have freak stamped across my forehead I just want a normal girlfriend But here we go again The start of week two She cooks me dinner at her pad But I can't believe its just so I can meet her mom and dad So I sat her down and told her I just wanna be friends Today when I got home The crazy bitch was movin in In the bedroom she's faking All the good ones are taken Do I have freak stamped across my forehead I just want a normal girlfriend But here we go again Dear God I'm so ashamed I'll do anything to get laid In the bedroom she's faking All the good ones are taken Do I have freak stamped across my forehead I just want a normal girlfriend But here we go again |
| Thursday, April 13th, 2006 |
| 8:30 pm |
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| 1:39 pm |
Vickys Girl
Welllll.....a few new things have happened to me in my life...and for the first time in forever...my best friend doesnt know about it...ner ner scotty and sara:P anywayssss.....thats not who I wanna focus on today. Today I wanna focus on the person I look forward to talking to everyday of my life now. Im talking about my newest girlfriend Vicky...and damn shes gonna be the last girlfriend I ever have and lover for that matter because I really like her After the whole thing went down with Dani and my suicide hit and took an affect on my life...I never pictured Id fall in love again...and Vicky changed all that around. She gave me my hope and became my guiding light when things get dark and I can no longer see. I have faith in her always Vickys just awesome. she emails me everyday to check in on me and she even calls me if I dont come online...its the sweetest thing anyones ever done for me. I even made her 6 videos of me singing special songs to her and for those of you who dont know me well...I never sing for anyone unless I love them Well then thats all for now...Im happy...Im loved and fuck you if you dont agree that its a girl I love Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: Jessies Girl-Rick springfield |
| Wednesday, April 12th, 2006 |
| 1:14 am |
okies then
for those of you who know me....New York is always gonna be a home to me...and for those of you who dont know...texas sucks ass...any questions? Noooo? good April 28th....yes thats in 2 weeks give or take...Ill be on the first flight outta Texas and on my way home to NYC and to Pennsylvania....and the countdown begins...Leafy we'll keep in touch....Now dearies! Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: Wild thing-Sam kinison |
| Tuesday, March 28th, 2006 |
| 3:32 pm |
relationships
Ive had a couple of people ask me lately just why I have a crush on Jerimah and why Id wanna be with him when I can have anyone in the world and why I waste time on someone who doesnt know i exist. Ill tell you why. Its because I'm happy just being good friends with him and being around for him when I can. it makes me happy just to know theres that one person out there who thinks of me every now and then and would so all he can just to cheer me up and keep me smiling and thats why I dont give up on Jerimah end of story Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Just the girl-the click five |
| Wednesday, March 15th, 2006 |
| 3:04 pm |
a thought
I have not posted in such a long time that Im going to post something meaningful this time around I have been wondering something....just why do people fall in love when its common knowledge that love hurts? I mean you fight as hard as you can to hold onto something but you know deep down they dont want anything and they dont love you in return....and even as you know this, you still try as hard as you can to please them and give them the world...and when you think about it, why do you bother when you know in time your just gonna have to face facts and let go? I dont get it...do you? Current Mood: thoughtfulCurrent Music: dont wanna think about you-simple plan |
| Thursday, March 9th, 2006 |
| 3:50 pm |
friendships
Do you ever wonder what could happen to you if you ever fell for your best friend and had feelings for him but you couldnt tell anyone? I have that problem everyday. I made the biggest mistake I ever could in my lifetime. I fell for my best friend and now hes all I see in my head in my heart in my soul and its slowly eating me away inside knowing Ill never have him. I think what hurts the most is the fact that I know Ill never have him cause Im just his big sister. Got any advice for me on this one doctor andrew ray and leafy? Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: I need you-leeann rimes |
| Sunday, March 5th, 2006 |
| 5:47 pm |
updates
Well its been a long while Ive been around here hasnt it? Lets see whats happened.... I got a best friend named scotty who hates john with a passion so its pretty much funny trying to get them in a room to get along in all honesty. I broke up with dani january 1st 2006 and since then Ive been kinda miserable but I think Im getting a little better. I havent been crying much so thats a plus. Me and Dani arent friends anymore and I havent cried over that yet...but im sure the shocks gonna set in soon and the tears will come. Me and Leah are closer than ever and I gotta admit thats very much a good thing because I wouldnt ever wanna lose her. Me Ray and andrew are still friends so I think thats awesome. And thats pretty much all I gotta say for now. If I think of more Ill update again for ya guys Peace Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: there goes my life-kenny chesney |
| Saturday, January 7th, 2006 |
| 12:20 am |
for leafy
juss for ya 1. Name: Ashley Lorraine Haag 2. Date of birth: December 26th 1985 3. Where you live: TEXASS! 4. What makes you happy: my best friend/drinking/my cd player 5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to: Lonely no more-Rob thomas 6. Do you read my journal?: Yes 7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?: your always so....different 8. An interesting fact about you: I can be moody as hell lol 9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment?: Im very much in love actually 10. Favourite place to spend time: my room 11. Favourite lyric: misery loved me 12. The best time of the year: Winter RECOMMEND 1. A film: Holster 2. A book: cheating death stealing life the eddie guerrero story 3. A band, a song, or album: Guns n roses sweet child o mine PLUS 1. One thing you like about me: your sweet and funny 2. Two things you like about yourself: eyes/personality 3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends: aydin is adorable 4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you. go ahead do what you want Current Mood: moodyCurrent Music: Hero-Mariah Carey |